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Essay on the Value of Restlessness

It’s pseudo-spring and my neighbor down the road is

in the very human ritual of spring cleaning. His name

could be Jerry, John or Jeff. The name doesn’t

matter, though I notice I’m doing the very human

action of assumption. In this case, I am both

assuming a name and the action of spring cleaning.

To me JerryJohnJeff is washing away the winter

hibernation. We both would probably agree that after

this winter, it feels right to savor unautomated heat.

We both have a primal desire to shed the sunless

season and feel heat envelop our skin. I’m assuming

JerryJohnJeff can’t even handle the thought of just

doing nothing but basking in the sun. Enjoying the

sun is passive, and we both have concluded that to

create a meaningful human experience one must be

active. This is a very human assumption. We have

not yet earned laying on the semi-wet spongy grass

to enjoy the sun today. So, I walk past him, and he

continues to dry off his freshly-washed classic

convertible. Neither of us truly acknowledge one

another. We do not know each other. All

JerryJohnJeff knows is a woman is walking, her

shoes slapping the sidewalk. All I know is that he

holds his leaf blowers’ hose as if it were as

fragile as a newborn baby in the crook of his arm, and I

recognize the sound it creates as the air whips out—

hot, awakened, wailing—and that for at least a few

seconds that is how both of us sounded when we

witnessed the weight of the immeasurable lights

outside of the womb.




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Lindsay Collier is an Akron Ohio native. She is a recent graduate of the NEOMFA program at Kent State University. She has forthcoming publication in Barbar and Crayfish Mag and has previous publications in The Words Faire, Poets Choice and Ashbelt. When she is not reading or writing, Lindsay can be found running down various Akron sidewalks, shredding carrots for homemade carrot cake, or attempting to befriend birds and neighborhood cats.